Heartbleed

I am from a world of pain
A life that no one wants to live
Everyday spent fearing the next
Living a life I've learned to regret
I am from the bleeding sky
The one I look to when I fall
The one I think of when I cry
And wonder if I should be here at all
I am from the slamming doors
Locked-up rooms, screaming more
I am from the arguments
The constant battles, killing me
No one needs to know my pain,
The pain that I am from,
So here's my gift to the world
The gift inside this gun.
I am from a world of hate
A world devoid of love
Just one more day, one more night
And I'll be up above.
I am from the one who forgets
The one who doesn't know
But maybe if I wait this out,
Her love will start to show...

-Robert Blakeley