So much for best friends

I can feel the tension when we talk,
It\'s ripping us apart,
Even when we go for our walks,
It feels like a part is missing from my heart.

Why did you tell everyone what you did?
I never even hurt you,
Why have you always got a permanantly fixed grin?
I have no idea why you do the things you do.

You always seem to look at who\'se life is perfect,
Who\'se life you can shatter,
You thought ruining my life would be perfect,
Because nothing really matters.

Well you got it all wrong,
I\'ve always been this upset,
I\'ve felt so upset for so long,
But this time, I\'ll never forget.

Forget all the tears that draw to my face,
Forget all the cuts up my arms,
Just hope that I can find a little bit of grace,
And mend my broken heart.

We were meant to be best friends,
But you\'ve always treated me like dirt,
You said you\'d be there for me \'till the end,
Now deep inside I\'m hurt...