You dont know me

You say you want to be like me.
Well boy, let me tell you, you don\'t know what I\'ve seen.

My father raped me and my mother didn\'t believe me.
There are dead bodies everywhere i go.

They say a devil lives in my soul.
I promise not to let him take control.

Shadows follow so close behind me.
I look in the mirror, i don\'t like what i see.

Oh God, cant you help me get outta here.
All i want in life is to be happy.

It seems funny to me.
How fuc-ked things can be.

Every time i get ahead.
I feel more dead.