I lay in bed

*I lay in bed*
I lay in my bed
with tears streaming down my face
its all twisting and turning in my head
all i want to be is perfect
but I'm so far from that
and thats a fact
all i ever wanted is to be
like the others
and thats just not me
i can't take it any longer
it keeps turning on me
and putting me in the wrong
so i lay in bed
with tears streaming down my face