A Valentines Day dream

I wake up on Valentines Day morning
No feelings of Love in the atmosphere
Just me in my empty apartment
No sweet aroma that's even near

No roses awaiting on the counter
No cute teddy bear with a bow
No chocalates waiting to be ate
No tickets to a dinner or a show

I went to work that day
Watched employees see flowers
A girl sexy husband say in the phone
"So baby I'll meet you in the shower"

I got through the day
A little sad and down
Watching woman and men smiling
Was enough to make me frown

On Valentines night
On my rooftops I sat watching passsing cars
Wishing I had a man to cuddle with
And hold me under the stars

If only a romantic song could play
If only someone would give me a glance
Maybe my self-esteem would go up
If only he'd ask me to dance

If only he could get aroused
Just by watching me put on lotion
Oh if only; if only
Then I wouldn't feel this emotion

If only my lips could meet his
Feel his warm skin on mine
I wouldn't be stuck on Valentines Day
I wouldn't have to waste time

But it's all just a dream
Merely another womans wish
Just wanting and dreaming of a man
Just dreaming and longing for his kiss

Every Valentines Day
I wish my dream was real
This Characters feelings and thoughts
Are exactly how I feel