Where Do I Belong

I dont know where I belong
I'm back where i started from
In these hellish years
That are to come
I hope there better then
The ones already done

Teenage years
Full of fears
To many problems
That have no solution
They just seem to spiral
Out of control
And it really starts to take a toll

Im sick of these days
that pass me in a haze
they say they are the best
So why are they such a mess