Finally Over

Why did I ever love you?
I still wonder
How and why I fell
Now I regret
my mistake
In loving you
My "dream guy"
Straight from hell.

I wonder what
made me blind
To what others
could plainly see.
I was too in love
with you
That I forgot
to just
be me.

I tried to
be someone else
To act the way
she does
To be the
girl in
your dreams
Though I
knew
I never
was.

Now the
nightmare's
finally
over
And I'm
glad
to be
free
For in my
loving you
I
threw away
the
best part
of
me.