Today, just another Day

Today I woke up fully knowing
That it was just going to suck.

I walked upstairs and looked around,
Not seeing you there made me frown.

I felt so alone as I sat and ate.
The toast was ash in my mouth,
It had no taste.

Its been 3 months,
3 weeks, 5 days, and 12 hours
Since you went away.

I barely sleep and don't like to eat.
I can't take the pain.

I cry myself to sleep each night.
I just can't see why,
Don't know what you were thinking inside.

I told you that I loved you
I told you that I cared
I even told you I'd always be there.

And yet you left me standing here alone.
I'm trying to figure out just what i did wrong.
I'll never see you again.
What did I do wrong?