The Love I'll Never Have Back

You were mine
i was yours
life was perfect
my heart was mending
all because of you
i riped it away
i left and you
never knew why
i tried to explain
but i couldn't
and now i can
i left because
i had no choice
I'm with another
for many reasons
maybe if we
hate each other
the pain wouldn't
be there inside of us
maybe you would move on
find a new love
i can not be
the lady in your life
all because of
my parents
so i let you go
and hope you
understand why i did this
but the one thing
that is so deep
within me no one sees
no one sees
the brokenness
no one sees
the pain
the fact i miss you so
the fact
I'm not worth
the time for anyone
i let you so close
i pulled away
i don't know how
to let anyone in
i tried its so hard
i cant do it
i know why
you don't
no one does
and no one will
your the love
ill never get back
your my other half
that is now gone
your my world
although it doesn't
seem like it
your everything
i want to be
and I'm not
we were perfect
perfect until
i riped it away
so fast that my
heart shattered all at once
and yet no one
sees the pain
i do not cry
for i cant
i do not wish
to be sad
because i will fall
i will fall hard
just like you said
i fell apart
i pulled it all
back together
so to the love
ill never have back
i love you now
i love you tomorrow
i love you next month
i love you next year
i love you for always
signed your
other half..... worthless