I donâ??t understand you,
You let other people hurt you,
Not effected by it at all,
But you close your heart
To my suffering,
To your own daughterâ??s pain.
Like you donâ??t want to see it, hear it.
This silence is killing me.
I give up,
I donâ??t think you will ever realize
How much this hurts me.
Iâ??ve spent so many days
Hiding so much.
So many days swallowing tears and regrets.
This pain that you cause me every day,
Cuts me deeper than youâ??ll ever know.
But I will not bother you with this burden,
As you are busy making another mistake,
Another time where sorry just isnâ??t good enough.
I just donâ??t care anymore.
I canâ??t waste my life on this disaster,
This wound that will never mend.
Sure, I may shed a few tears.
But I'm still okay
You donâ??t have to say another word
Iâ??m okay living like this.
