Bloody tears

The tears in this world fall as often as rain.
The strength to keep going becomes harder to maintane.
A heart breaking is a pain known to all.
But its only my tears that i see fall.
Losing you i thought i\'d die,
you forget a heart isn\'t something you can buy.
in the middle of the night i wake up screaming your name,
how could you not realize that i would never be the same?
I know that life isn\'t fair,
but to me it seemed you shattered my life to pieces without a care.
Now i\'m just barely making it from day to day,
i regret never telling you all the things i wanted to say.
Now that you\'ve left, you\'re always on my mind,
I don\'t understand how i ever thought you were kind.
I think i need help to survive the night,
i\'m starting to slowly lose my sight.
I look down at the blood all around me,
each drop represents the tears you could never see.
slowly the light around me begins to dim,
i know i\'m going to a place i have never been.
i leave my body and say goodbye,
and then i float and begin to soar high.
its a much better place here,
and i don\'t have any more bloody tears.