So much for my happy ending

So much for my happy ending
I've given up completely
I'm so sick of pretending
That I'm who you want me to be

It's hard to smile
Cuz everytime I do, I know it's fake
I'll never be good enough for you
Cuz I'm just a mistake

I'm sitting alone in the dark
Drowning in all the pain
I try to stop cutting
Cuz I almost hit a vein

You cause me to cut
You cause the tears in my eyes
But soon that will end
Cuz I won't be alive