Still in love with you

Its been a while ,its been a year
and not a night without a tear
a year ago i sat and thought
in two weeks shes out my thoughts

but her love was like a cancer
just kept on spreading
and now I'm tired and i want an answer
for her increasing loving

there been times i wished i died
asking god why hurting me
i drank every night and i cried
hoping this was my destiny

one time i asked my heart
why did you go to a poisoned river
he simply answered i know her poison is killing me
but ill drink barrels and barrels till i shiver

you stole the colors I'm in a cage
no more rainbows no more sun
ill lock my heart while i age
my only answer is cry...cry...run

i am lonely always cold
sick and tired of this life
nothing more i feel old
she cut shes like a knife

i hated myself i hated you
i was weak feeling pain
hoped that time will help me through
walking naked in the rain

always heard time will heal
i gave up i stopped the dealing
with that look in the eyes of steel
no way i can stop the bleeding

without a chill you made me shiver
without a flame you made me burn
i loved you why deep in there
couldn't you love me in return

and here i am in my grave
everybody's here but where are you
i took the exit ,i was brave
but oh my god
I'm still in love with you...............