The Seasons Of My Life

The innocence of spring has faded,
And summer's beauty is now jaded,
The colorful leaves of Fall decay.
As Winter's icy breath makes way.
This corrupted mind is slipping,
deeper and deeper,
into a solemn abyss.
No light,
No hope,
With no way to cope.
Churning, yearning,
I'm forever mourning.
Lord be merciful of this fragile life,
Save me from this jagged knife.
My will is gone it's clear to me,
My soul belittled you'd only agree.
I'm always cold and alone,
Emotions now have become stone.
Can't you see behind these eyes,
The torturous pain I can't deny?
I've loved and lost like many others
But relentless grief never surrenders.
The despondency's so deep,
That it no longer hurts,
I want to give it all up,
Please God guide my course.