The last time I spoke to you,
You told me you loved me and you wouldn't leave me,
Told me you would always be with me,
And that you'll never hurt me.
Now my heart feels as if you have ripped it out of my chest,
Tore it in two and threw it to the ground.
I would've done anything you asked me to do,
Now I'm forced to let you go.
I loved you more than anything,
I never was happier than when I was with you,
Now I have nothing.
You used to talk about if I ever left you,
it would hurt you more than I would know,
Who left whom.
When I went away I promised to come back,
And I did,
Where are you,
In another boys arms.
I have no energy to sleep, or eat,
I can't talk and I can hardly breathe,
it hurts all day,
My stomach is sick and my mind is not in my head,
I don't know what's going on,
I don't know if you love me,
Or him,
I don't know if you'll ever want me back,
But when you left,
you took everything from me,
You took my life, my heart, my joy, my laughter,
I only have tears and restless nights filled with thoughts.
I never expected this from you,
Leaving me for some one else.
You were my life,
You made me happy,
You made me who I am.
I wouldn't have had enough courage to love any one,
If you weren't there to take my pain away,
Now you brought it all back.
I loved you more than you or I will ever know,
And now you're kissing somebody else.
My life is over,
I'm unhappy,
I weep and think about you.
I can't sleep or eat,
Talk nor do I want to live,
And all I can do is sit there thinking of all those happy moments in my life and wish for the buried gun.
Booze won't take the pain away,
Girls won't make me happy,
And I'll never be the same again,
Because I finally believed you when you said 'I love you'.
That is why I didn't want to trust you or any one else,
Because when you leave its always the same,
That's why I didn't love you the first time I spoke those words,
Because when I finally gave into you,
You'd leave me stranded all alone with a knife in my hands.
When you tell him that you love him,
Think of what happened with me,
Of all those times I made you cry,
but still i braught joy in your life.
Remember when you lay with him,
You gave me up for him,
And if that makes you feel good,
To be thankful for leaving me,
Remember that you hurt me more than anyone ever did,
Worse than the pain you took from me.
When you are kissing him,
Remember that you told me no-one will ever love me more than you did.
When you're in his arms,
Remember this,
I was wounded and broken,
You healed me whole.
When no-one else cared for me,
You were always there.
When I hurt you,
You never left,
When we kissed you loved me.
When we made love,
I made you a woman.
When you told me you'd never leave me,
I was happy.
When you finally left me,
You just left.
No 'good-byes',
No 'I'll always love you'.
Just a friend who told me I was screwed.
Now before I think of how happy I was,
I always remember,
When my life was finally complete,
You abandoned me,
And I don't know why,
But even though I let you go,
I'll never forget your smile,
I'll always remember how you felt and your laughter,
And I'll forever remember that you were the love of my life,
And I'll always remember that somebody else took you from me.
Now the next time somebody tells me to trust them,
I'll remember you,
And what you did to me.
that'll be the end of me.
I'll never forget you,
Though I wish it so.
I will still be there,
10 years from now,
And I'll always be sorry,
For not being man enough to let you go.
Sorry you never forgave for the mistakes I made,
I always thought it would make our love stronger,
Testing how much we love each other,
And losing you made me realize just how much I cared about you,
But I guess I wasn't worth forgiving.
I'll always be there for you,
Even if you forget me while he holds you in his arms.
Now do you understand why I didn't like him?
I always knew you cared for him more than me,
I knew he would take you away from me.
That's what I get for trusting you.
i'll never forget my one true love,
my lost love.
