Detication

I told you that i wasnt lieing,
i know i made mistakes,
i know i broke your heart,
but i never meant to hurt you, my love.
life is full of mistakes,
thats what makes it so great,
look at the bad and love the good.
i made you cry but i made you laugh,
i broke your heart but i made you happy.
i told a lie and then i changed my ways,
i let you go but you took me back.
when i used to hold you i could feel your heart beating,
heard you whisper in my ear,
caressing my hands with yours,
we were two halfs,
and you made me complete.
i broke you to peices,
and i healed you with three words.
i saw you,sitting in that chair,
staring at the fire.
i walked over and i felt your eyes on me.
i sat next to you and i could almost hear your heart beating.
i sat there leaning on the arm chair,
thinking of how much i love you,
of what i did to you.
i whispered my heart to you,
and you accepted.
and now,
i sit here,
in this chair,
pulling at my eyes,
thinking of him whispering his heart in your ear,
thinking of you smiling as you hold him,
picturing you laying with him,
just as you had with me,
telling him how much you love him,
replacing my name with his.
i saw it in your eyes as you looked at him,
i knew what you were thinking.
staying at his house,
you had no idea of how i wanted to tear him apart,
wanting to scream at you,
laying with him,in his house,in his room,
thinking of him while with me,
promising that i was the only one for you,
telling me he only was a friend,
trying to convince me that you love me while he stands next to you.
i stared at him,
filling myself with hate,
and what happened?
you left me on new years eve,
and for what?
him.
not even a week went by and youre f**king him,
all the while whispering in his ear of how hes the only one for you,
of how much you love him.
all i wanted to do was deticate my life to you,
and you fool with him.
and now you ask for friendship?
all this for nothing,
is that what you want me to think?
think you can lower me?
break me down,
toy with me all you want,
the only thing thats gonna break,
is that bastards neck.