To My Mother....

Where are you,where have you gone?
You have changed in so many ways.
My heart has been aching for so many days.
Now Christmas,my favorite time is near.
I haven't seen you for over half a year.
Where are you ,where have you gone?
I use to have the best Mother once,so sweet-full of life.
She would give you her coat on a freezing winters night.
Everything and anything for her grandchildren is how she use to be.
Now she's just a shell of who I use to see.
Where are you ,where have you
gone?
Every night before I sleep, I cry.
I will not stand by her side and watch her die.
My Mother is stronger than that woman that I see.I know that's true
because she gave that trait to me.
Where are you ,where have you
gone.

(this is to my mom whom I haven't seen in almost 5 years because she chose a man over her daughter and he treats her like shit)