im meant for you

To:joey vendetti

the year i lost you
has come to an end
a new year started
but the problem is your now only my friend

i walk by you
but its like I'm not even there
you once loved and cherished me
and promised me our lives we would share

the pain wont stop
and wont go away
i just wish for once
you would look my way

just months ago
i saw the love in your eyes
but that terrible day came
when you said your good-byes

i wish you could understand
the love i have for you
but not many understand
there is only a few

the day you left me
i realized that its true
id love you forever
and thats what i plan to do

it hurts more then anything
to see you care for her
i want my life back
and things to be the way they were

i just cant explain
the pain that i feel
i wish God would give me courage
and the strength to heal

one day i hope
you'll look back and see
everything i feel for you
and the pain you caused me

i have no regrets
no memories to erase
all the things we shared
no one could ever replace

ill love you forever
till my very last breath
you will mean the world to me
till the day of my death

i cant help but compare
every guy i see to you
some way, somehow
the winner is always you

by the little things you do
i can tell you still care
the smiles, the questions, the look in your eyes
proves the love is still there

i know there is a reason
for why i cant go of you
maybe its because
fate knows I'm meant for you!!!!

by Jessica..

please comment on this...i love him so much i wish he would understand....