The girl i was/ i am today

The girl I was/i am today

I was the girl parents wanted
I was the perfect little girl
The one that smiled
The one that was always happy

My life of happiness ended
My life of fun now to be mended
No one to love me
No one to show me im loved

I look back on pictures
I look back on laughs
When I think I would laugh
I break down and cry

I miss my old life
The life I was happy with
And now I have fear
I have terror in my life

Sadness and confusion
Lost in a world of lies
But when I think its over
I look in ur eyes

When I see you I feel better
Even though my life wont be the same
Atlest I have you
Your smile, your eyes and everything you do.