I was never good enough for you to approve of, as many times as I tried all I wanted was your love. You could only see me as a failure in your eyes, I wish you could stop pushing me away, don't you hear my Cries! The only thing I ever wanted was for you to say your proud of anything I do and just once tell me "I Love you" your the reason I'm too scared and weak to do anything right, I just want to know your there for me but when I think of you I don't see a bright shinny light all I see is darkness with all the pain,anger,and sadness that something your not willing to mend.Its so sad to know how much I try and be all I can be but you constantly reject all my attempts and look at me so ashamed I just want you to see the independent,strong and wise daughter I have in me. I always knew never to take the easy way out but I'm sick of trying for you to accept me I don't think you ever will all I have are doubts. Your My father and I know I'll love you no matter what but I just wish you could feel the same and you still don't see the reason I'm weak its because your to blame. Just accept me for who I am I may be a wreck but mistakes is all I know, when your always yelling to me to do right it seems I could only do wrong but this is who I grew up to be sorry I'm not the perfect child you were hoping of me.
