My Broken Lies

There's so many secrets
Too many to keep
But yet they're inside me
They're in me too deep

So many scarred moments
And lessons to learn
Too bad it's all over
There's no way for return

All I wanted was you
But one simple mistake
Made me lose what I needed
Now this pain I take

I don't want to be his
I don't want him to kiss me
I don't want him to hold me
I just want him to see

You're the one I'm still after
And you're the one from the start
To break down all the walls
That were guarding my heart

I'm so tired of hiding
And trying to hold on
After all what I'm waiting for
Soon will be gone

There are so many things
You can't read in my mind
There are so many secrets
As I'm acting so kind

I don't want this to end
But I guess there's no choice
There are no open doors
I can't hear my heart's voice

I'm surrounded by life
That has no meaning here
All I wanted was you...
Now you're nowhere near

And the truth is I care
But I'm stuck with this guilt
And each time that I lie
I look at what I've built

Just a sea full of sorrow
Every wave is a lie
Far away it's so beautiful
But up close, makes you sigh

I'm so tired of lieing...
I just wish you could know
That I'm not all that simple
I'm a script written show

No idea where I'm going
Make-believe is my way
But the truth has no meaning
I have nothing to say...

So I'm sorry you love me
And I'm sorry I care
But I'm sorry the truth,
Is one thing I can't share