Could i ever be yours again

I think of you everyday, I want to be near
Every time you look at me, my heart just falls apart
I’d do anything just to have you here
Not knowing whether to tell you, or love you from afar

Truth be told I only wanted to be loved
I knew you would love me for what you can see
But I let you go, but I didn’t really
I haven’t fully reconciled, I just can’t let it be

When I look into your eyes, my heart starts to break
I want you back so much more than you’ll ever know
I know there is no chance, ever to be ‘us’ again
I have only my self to blame, I should have made my love show

Nothing’s alright in my life, when I don’t see you
Hurting all the time, tears pain and sorrow
Wishing for once, you would tell me you feel the same
Hoping and wishing for a better tomorrow

My hearts breaking more and more everyday
I know we are friends, but I hate it just as much
Letting you go, just watching you walk away
You were and still the best thing in my life!