My heart is broken in two
my soul is torn apart
it feels like i\'m not even here
when i try to scream nothing comes out.
i just cry and cry until i cant cry anymore!
i feel like thers no hope...no life living for.
i feel scared and confused
i feel like everyone around me doesnt want me here anymore.
so as i grab the razor and start to cut...i think of you and the way you made me happy back then...
but i cant stop i keep thinking to myself that people would be so much happier if i was gone...
so now the day has come...the day i will join my friends and my grandfather...
i have tried to be patient and i tried to be kind and help others,but nothing is never good enough.
now that i am gone i look down from the sky and think what my mom put me through...
i wasnt happy with my mom and i wasnt happy about myself...
and thats what got to my...i never had time for myself i always wanted to make others happy...i wanted people to like me for me.
i changed the way i was for everyone else to notice me...they never noticed me for me they noticed someone that i wasnt.
there was one person who cared about me and he was gone i wanted to be with him so i took my life...
why i took my life, you mat ask...im not sure what really did it that question is still in my mind...
