My only love

In my mind the gun goes off, I see the women of my dreams, She doesn't even know I exist but yet I keep trying with all my might, to get her to notice me for every fight I've ever fought was for her, yet she doesn't notice me, my mind keeps wondering should I talk to her or just pass her in the hall, I can't make up my mind I am about to fall but she is there just as I dreamed since I ever meet her.. Helping me up we both start to walk and get to know each other, we kept it a secret for no one to know that I love her but it was only a dream just like all the others, I just sit and think about her will I ever get her to know how strong I feel but no I can't, she is so beautiful she just is a faint whisper though , that's all I'll ever be to her never being seen nor heard if only life wasn't so hard so I just sit against my wall and cut the pain away!!!!!