Silent Emotion

The tears wont stop,
the tears wont start
I long to feel openly
what i feel inside my heart

what i desire mostly
is to gaze into your eyes
and say what i am thinking
without these butterflies

you stare back, understandingly
yet the words wont leave my mouth
the urge to scream is rising
but my heart is heading south

you stroke my chest so softly
inside i swell up with pride
i wish i could keep this feeling
for when all over hope has died

i choose not to speak face to face
in blatent fear of rejection
i dont know how i lived before
or would live without your affection

i went the whole wrong way about it
its now only to clear to see
i care so much about how you are feeling
but for once, how about me?