Addiction

I broke down today...I couldn't stand the fighting... so I went to my room and closed the door and looked thru my purse and found it...I took it out and used it for the first time in month's... It hurt but at the same time it felt good...I told myself it would only be a one time thing... but I did it again...and now I cant stop... It's crazy how one cut could change your life and some how make you feel better...It takes away all my anger and hurt and pain...It makes me forget for a few seconds...every time I stop,I start again...It's become a habit