Pull the Trigger

Revenge is the strongest part of me
It bleeds beneath my skin
The drive to kill what I can't have
Whispers "you have to win"

While I sleep the monsters come to me
Using force, they take my soul
Memories burn and overwhelm me
But it completes me, makes me whole

All of those who tried to hurt me
Cause these things I'm going through
I'll take the pain you caused my heart
And make you live it too

But boy, you've done the worst of all
Played my love just like a game
You drowned the biggest part of me
And drove my heart insane

You even had the nerve to come back
And get down on your knees
Begging for my forgiveness
Crying "please o baby please"

So I created my own plan
To start up my own game
Cheat you, beat you, get my revenge
And watch you scream in pain

Our guns are aimed right at your heart
But will that look inside your eyes
Drain all the evil feelings from me
And take me by surprise

When all of your truth surfaces
And my pain grows even bigger
When the moment comes to strike
Will I pull the trigger?