Alone

Alone again with everyone around

No one to talk to except for my pencil and paper

My life story going into this lifeless soul

with not understanding or comprehension of anything i feel

i can talk to no one else any longer

my trust, my life completely vanished

and I'm left alone... Again.

Everyone always says that I'm not alone, but I really am

No one understands anything about me

Everyone leaving me until I've reached the edge of no where

The no where that I'm in, the nothing that fills every part of me

All that I am is nothing and I can't function

I occasionally have to remind myself to breath

for it becomes such a task

What once gave me life and breath has left me with nothing.

And it no longer matters, they don't care anymore.

They say so themselves, if not with words than with actions

But what do they do? Nothing.. but leave, abandon

And I'm left with nothing, no one... completely abandoned

Do they know what it's like to be alone?.. completely alone?

The obviously don't or they wouldn't have left all together at once

But it's no about me right? I beg and plead for hours on end

Pleading for them to stay just so I have someone,

Anyone to talk to, to cry with, and I'm left with a pencil and paper

to pour my heart out to, to cry to...

with no possible way of being heard.