When i sit and wonder,
Think real hard about you and me,
I dont know if i love you,
I dont know if your what i need.
I dont know how i feel for you,
Is it love or merely lust?
Promises remain unspoken,
and you never earned my trust.
I cant talk to you anymore,
I cant tell you whats on my mind,
and at times when i need you the most,
You seem to be impossible to find.
I cant go to you for help no more,
Because you tend to walk away,
We seem to remain in silence,
Even though we both have so much inside to say.
Things have changed between us,
And i dont know what to do,
I dont know if i should let you go,
or pretend that i still love you.
It doesnt hurt as much anymore,
To know your slipping away,
I dont cry as much now,
I just take it day by day.
I feel like im so lost,
But i dont want to be found,
I dont want to face things anymore,
Face the fact that i dont know if i want you around.
I know your slowly slipping away,
and soon you'll disappear,
and if i had one wish to be granted,
Id wish that the old 'us' would reappear.
I miss the way we used to talk,
The way you used to call my name,
I miss the way you hugged me,
I miss how we never treated 'us' like a game.
Waiting for something to happen,
waiting for someone to win,
I wish someone would make a move soon,
Before i break and just give in.
