Sitting by the seashore, watching the tide,
Thinking of the memories before the time, you died.
How we used to be together everyday through,
Oh how I feel so lonely, oh how I miss you.
I look upon the stars at night,
Your soul the one shinning so bright.
I wish you could see how much I need you here,
To help me feel safe from the fear.
I remember the times we used to share,
Hide and seek, truth or dare.
I miss those times so very much no longer they can be,
I just wish you were here now smiling with me.
I long for days when I can touch your skin,
Showing all my love for you from within.
But its impossible now you are gone,
However will I be able to carry on.
I raise my hand from above my waist,
Maybe this time blood I shall taste.
Soon we shall meet again, this is the start,
After this day, we shall never be apart.
I take myself a pebble, held close to my throat
Blood starts to drip, onto the seawater it shall float.
I find it hard to breathe, crashing to the floor,
Next stage of my journey is heavens door.
I lye there still, sand between my hair,
My soul now joining you, my body so bare.
Moments before we can be joined together,
I as myself questions like whether?
Whether Ive done the right thing for me,
Or whether I should still be standing by the sea.
Only you can tell me what is the right way,
Im here now so what do you say
Silence falls upon your lips,
I dont feel your hands upon my hips.
All I see is you turning your back
I now see the trust our friendship does lack.
Ive come all this way to be with you now,
For you to turn away how could you how?
To think I killed myself, so our memories would never end,
But now Ive come to realise youre not a true friend.
