I feel the acid in my throat
I dont know if everythings going to be fine
I think Im already dieing
This was unexpected
And I was unprepared
Whenever I get up, I fall down
Im afraid to fall asleep
My appetite has gone to waste
I may not survive
I cant imagine how I made it this far
Im afraid to be alone and
Unable to leave my home
Now Im waiting for death to take me and finish me
Im choking on my bodily fluids and
Waiting for it all to end
I feel worthless
Put a gun to my head
And lay me in my bed
Im afraid to be alone and
Im unable to leave my home
Now Im waiting for death to take me and finish me
These pills dont help anymore
My chest feels torn
Im bleeding internally
I wont live for eternity
I cough up blood
Waiting for someone to pull my plug
Good bye
