Flying High

Broken hearted;
Torn in two.
This is all because,
I love you.

Words that rip right through me,
Making my every move a nightmare,
Blood running down my arms.. This I can hardly bare.

Loving him instead of me,
This isnt how I wanted it to be.
Although I still hold my promise;
I will love you forever.

Feel like someones cut up my throat,
I can hardly breathe.
Stabbing my heart a million times with the words I read,
Sitting here looking down, Watching my wrists bleed.

I dont wanna go on anymore,
As I fall to the floor,
In my heart im still loving you,
This will always remain true.

As a tear runs down my face,
I realize I've lost something I cant replace.
I cant go on without your love,
So now im smiling, watching you from above.

If only you knew just how much I love you,
And just how much I need you,
Those words that came from you wouldnt have been said,
But you dont care if I end up dead.

As I saw you dont care about me;
My love;
My heart;
My world.

As I end this letter,
With a tear in my eye,
I hope you regret what you said,
Cause now im flying high.