Not sure yet

I was making it
Not very well
But my mask stayed in place
It was good enough for everyone

One action can destroy everything
That kiss sent my world tumbling down
The "what if it was me" resounded in my head
And they finally saw me cry

Couldn't bear to be near you
Didn't want your eyes on me
So I ran
Funnily enough you never followed

Now I don't want you to look at me
Talk to me
Or act like I exist
I'll return the favour

But it's not like it's anything new