ThE mEaNiNg Of TrUe LoVe

by Nikola   Jan 26, 2006


Laying on the soft smooth grass looking up at the sky, with you by my-side,
the stars just glitter across the sky making the moon sparkle
I slowly turn my head and look at you, i gentley smile...
"how many did you love before me...."
"none"
"and after me" "none"
I smile in fear and slowy..smile and look at the sky....saying why? Why me??
I can see the spark in your eyes glitter against the moonlight..she gets closer
to his ear and slowly whispers... would you ever leave me?
the boy looks at her with a question mark on his face?? "never"
she looks back at the sky..and a lonely tear runs down here face with fear...
he kisses her on the cheek and grabs her hand.. what he didn't know that
was the last kiss he would ever give her...

The next day he gets a phone call saying his girl-friend is in the hospital...
he freezes and his hearts stops to beat...his hands start to shake and a tear
runs down his face with memories of her smile...
"tick"tock"
''tick"tock".... the minutes pass ... hours fly by... and I'm still
here waiting .... and waiting... questions run through my mind..is she okay??
is she hurt??? whats wrong with here??... I can't Waite anymore..
"excuse me sir" are you James...?"yes I'm..
I have to tell you something..she was really sick when she got in here..we found
out she had stop taking her medication..
I stand there.. as my heart starts to beat out of control..
can i please see her .... just to let her know that I'm here and I'm not leaving?
"sir" shes... ummm.. "DEAD"
what... my eyes start to fill with tears ...it hits the floor with grieve
my heart stops to beat..and my body feels weightless..
"we found out that the cancer has spread through her lungs" it was to late when
she came in...

I start to run.... to each room in the hospital trying to find her..
a door stands in front of me...room 108...my hands shake out of control as i turn
the knob....

the light from the room hits my eyes like angels flying around..
There she is lying there in the white bed... my sweet Angelia
sweet Angelia...why her?..please come back ...i drop to my knees..holding your
hands... close my eyes...the tear they run down my face in a line...and hoping
this is all just a dream....

A month passes and he still sits in room 108...waiting for her to come back..and
the dream to end.. not a day goes by that she doesn't cross his mind ..
now he sits there day after day.. he always remembers their last day..laying
on the grass,watching the stars...and remembering how the light from the moon
shinned against her smile...

That same day as he went home he looked in his mirror and saw that a-part of him was
missing...there was no sence in living anymore if what I had lived for and
loved..is gone.. then why should i live???
he looked in the mirror once more and begged for forgiveness... he pulled out a
gun and pointed right at his heart... his last tear runs down his face... as he
closes his eyes knowing that will be the last time he will feel life.. he leaves
the world with three words..."SET ME FREE"

Together they rest in peace....his love for her was more then just love..it was
his life...body he lived in...the air he breathed in...the emotion he shared with..and love was his life.."he loved no one before her"
"and nobody after her"

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  • 18 years ago

    by craZygirl

    Oh my god. thats very sad. but very well written and good. thanks a lot for your comment on my poem:)

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