Changes

I'm so lost in this world,
Everywhere seems dark,
I feel so alone,
And I'm counting the marks.

Everything is so wrong,
I feel so scared,
I need somebody to save me,
Somebody who cares.

I feel so dead,
So shattered inside,
Nobody understands,
Why I curl away and hide.

My life is a mess,
World so dead,
I'm slowly loosing grip,
Slipping from the thoughts in my head.

Nothing is the same,
So many changes,
It's getting hard to adjust,
More when it rearranges.

My heart is dying,
My four walls falling,
Once again after so many,
My whole life stalling.

Everything has seemed to stop,
It's like nothing exists anymore,
I have not got the strength,
To lift the broken pieces up off the floor.

I can't be strong,
Or do anything right,
Just a worthless mistake,
That cries itself to sleep at night.

That is so broken,
Caught up in memory swirls,
A worthless mistake,
That lives in a dead world.