Let You Go...

I rarely feel the urge to cry,
When I like someone I cannot have.
But you are so different than the others,
For some odd reason I keep taking you back.

I fight myself everyday,
Forcing myself to not like you.
But in my heart you will forever stay,
Even if I do not want you to.

You seriously are the only one,
That can make me want to laugh and cry all at the same time.
It totally breaks my heart,
Knowing I cannot have you as mine.

This time I got my hopes up too high,
And you led me on saying you liked me too.
But I should have known you were not trustworthy,
After all you are you...

How in the world could I be so blind?
Why do I always fall so easily?
Why would I ever think a guy like you,
Would ever really fall for a girl like me?

But here I am once again,
Lost and all alone.
Wishing I could turn back time,
So I would have never told you on the phone.

Now I don't like you,
I swear I don't.
Even though I am lying through my teeth.
I won't give in,
I swear I won't.

Please just remember until the end of time,
That I had cared for you so.
And that I truly do love you enough,
To stand tall and finally let you go...