My love

There are those who say
That life is a dream,
But I have to say
That it isn't what it seems.

I have found my true love
But I can't have her,
She just wont be with me
No matter what I offer.

I need her in my life
I need her with me now,
I just want her to be with me
And I don't care how.

Surely there is someone
Who will help me in my plight,
I don't care the obstacle
For her I will fight.

It tears me up inside
To know just how close we are,
But what hurts even more
Is knowing that we are so far.

My love is true
My love is strong,
If she is ever hurt
My sanity would be gone.

I wish and I dream
That we would be together,
But then I fear
That we would be lost forever.

She helps me get through
Almost all of my troubles,
And I always hope to become
One of the couples.

I love her to death
I love her to life,
When she's not with me
I suffer strife.

There are things that I could do
To make her be with me,
But if I were to them
Not the same it would be.

I want her to be with me
For all my existence,
And people agree
We should close the distance.

They say it would work
They say we should be together,
They speak the truth
That we should be forever.

I try to have her listen
To those who are trying to help me,
They speak the truths of their mind
And try to get her to see.

She is now open
Ready for my attacks,
But when I see how sad she is
I fear she'll turn her back.

I see her sad
I see her crying,
I see her now
It's like she's dying.

When the time is right
I went to ask her the question,
But what she told me
Ended my love session.

"I truly do love you"
She said to me,
"But only as a brother
And that's all it will be."

She didn't mean to harm
She didn't meant to hurt,
She didn't mean to make me feel like this
Nothing more than dirt.

My heart is now broken
I watch the lovers' pairs,
I can't stop them anymore
I start having more nightmares.

My love denied me
And all that I could offer,
Now there is nothing I can do
Nothing more than suffer.

I cry out in pain
I cry out in tears,
I cry out for her
I cry for all my fears.

My love is my world
I run and get my knife,
Without my world, my love,
I have no life.

I look into the blade
I see my loves call,
I can't bare to see it
So I throw it into the wall.

I can't bare the distress
I can't bare it all,
I can't bare to watch it happen
So I plan to take my fall.

I take the knife from the wall
And I grip it just right,
I feel my body tense up
Getting ready for a fight.

My body yells at me
"It shouldn't end this way,"
He keeps telling me that
"You will not die this day."

My body fights me strong
My body fights me true,
My body fought well so far
Or by now I would be gone.

I hear a noise behind me
I throw my knife at it,
I turn and see my love there
I pray that I don't hit.

The blade goes into the wall
My love is unharmed,
I hear my body tell me
"t least you're unarmed."

She stands there looking
She stands there smiling at me,
She stands there so calmly
But how can this be?

" could of killed you!"
I yell at her in my rage,
" don't belong here anymore
Not in this day and age."

She started to me
Always keeping her gentle look,
Even though I almost killed her
She isn't at all shook.

Why does she do this
Why does she risk it all,
Why does she come to me
It's like she's answering a call.

My love comes close to me
As water fills her eyes,
"Please calm down," she says,
And she starts her cries.

"Have you forgotten the promise you made
When I saved you from your plight,
If you love me the way you say
Then come to your senses and fight!"

I listen to her words
I listen to her cry,
I listen to her now and think
Maybe I shouldn't die

I look deeply into her eyes
Then I start to cry,
There is so much to live for
An I almost let it pass by,

She comes up to me
And holds me tight,
Since she did that
My body won the fight.

She lets me hold
She lets me cry,
She lets me do all this
And this is truly not a lie.

"I'll never forget my promise"
I whisper in her ear,
"I'll never leave you
So never fear."

The moral of this tale
Is that love keeps me alive,
Without our loves in the world
We would surely take that dive.