Suicidal Friends

There was a time
I would do anything for you
There was a time
I would take these pills and die for you

I'm obsessed with the thought of you
So I take two pills
Everytime I think of you
At ten minutes, I've got a high

What a rush this is
To feel so great
Sorta like I'm falling
At twenty minutes I've forgotten you

I wake just four days later
To find you standing there
Surrounded by all my friends
And you all look happy

By day five I'm home atlast
But not for long
I'm out of their lives forever
With just a two foot drop from my chair

Then I dangle there
And I'm gone...