WHEN WILL I.....

Deeper and deeper i see myself fall
father and father i hide behind that wall
trying to hide what i cant see
wanting something thats more then me
why cant i hide from all this pain
why is it so hard to forget your name
I'm trying so hard to let go
I'm teaRING my heart out for something i cant show
all because I'm hating myself for falling in love with you
all because you told me so many things that were even true
can i hate you for breaking my heart
can i run with out falling apart
when will your face no longer be in my head
when will i forget all the hurtful things you said