I still cared about you,
after all of our rises and falls,
no matter how bad you hurt me,
I always came back at your every call,
I know that we never really had anything special,
but it seemed like maybe I would have a chance,
that maybe I could one day be your girl,
but as I stared up at my ceiling,
second guessing what I was thinking and feeling,
I realized that this was all wrong,
that you were the stupid one,
the one to blind to see,
the one to lazy to open your eyes and take a look at me,
the one who made the bad decesion,
the one who looked away,
the one who didn't care,
the one that made me wait,
wishing you were there,
but that wait is over,
I'm permanently cutting myself from you,
we're over, through,
even though we were always just friends,
I just want you to know,
that I'm not here for you anymore,
never no more,
honestly I don't know if you ever cared,
if you was just using me,
no matter how many times I was there,
gave you a shoulder to cry on,
waiting and loving you,
but now I'm gone,
distancing myself completely,
and just letting you know,
no matter how much you need me,
realize,
you f..u..c..k..e..d up and now I'm gone...
