A choice

I start to live each passing day normally
as I continue to fight & ignore the pain growing inside of me
My heart turns gray
But it still continues to cry out your name
I am just a lonely little girl
who's crying on the inside
But holding back the tears on the outside
I sometimes think if I made the right choice
Sometimes I wonder if its not to late
to change the choice or mistake I have made
But was this all something that was all truly right to me