All ive got left

A picture of you is all i have left
and a memory of you is all i have kept.
me knowing that your gone
i knew you were unhappy all along..
so why did i do nothing and watch you in pain?
this sadness i have now is driving me insane...

you always thought you were fat, so you took those diet pills
in my heart you hurt me a lot, and the pain it really kills
cutting your beautiful skin with that knife
again and again your slowly slipping away from your life..

you dated older guys.
they took your innocence with lies
you cry your eyes out to me
telling me you love me, and your pain i could always see.

you hated guys, so you showed your affection for me
with me you were so happy..
people made fun of us because we were gay.
you told me you were upset but of course you would always stay.

you cut which made me feel so awful.
this relationship made me feel so doubtful!

then you told me you couldn't take it anymore.
your heart was already beginning to tore.

thats night you felt very alone
at your house, no one home..
you called my cell crying...
telling me your life was over, you were dying!
she spoke the words " i love you" without another sound.
i dropped the phone, ran to your house and found you on the ground...

your throat slit and your wrists thrashed.
the love i felt for you, you looked passed...
now a memory of you will always.. last...

this is a true story of me and my love.. r.i.p she is no longer her. but i will continue to love her!!