Lies

So you tell her she's pretty.
but you told me the same thing.
you told me almost everything.
everything a girl wanted a guy.
a guy to say to there faces.
but as i see it now your a lier.

you tell me you don't.
but i guess that's what eyes do.
the lie to your own eyes.
i had a dream last night.
that you were still with me.
i woke up and i began to cry.
but what the hell why?

your the one who broke up with me.
your the one who made a mistake.
I'm not hurting as much just crying.
you told me and promised me.
you would never hurt me.
like it wear i am now.
like it what i am doing.
yes i have cut myself for it.

to me it's a blame in my shoes.
to me I'm the one who forced it.
yeah, they said i was a bi.tch.
to you when we were dating.
i dunno how what so ever.

but I'm over it.
i was over it.
you just want to sleep with someone.
you just want to have s.ex.
and i wouldn't let you do that.
wow. i can't believe i didn't see it.

i need help let me tell you.
I'm so confused with my life.
i don't want a boyfriend right now.
even though no matter what.
i will have those feelings for him.
but what's the point when.
when maybe he just wanted se.x.

i really don't know what so ever.
i know this doesn't rhyme.
or even make sense.
but i need to write it down.
i need to let it go.
let it go for you all to read.
no joke this is bad.
I'm losing it all.

I'm such a fool not knowing.
not following the playing cards.
but I'm done complaining.
it's his fault who lost me.
so i really don't care at all now.