Do you?

Tell me what you see
When you look at me
Do you see the hollowness inside
That could make your stomach drop
And your breath catch?
Do you see my dull and empty eyes
As if the soul behind them has died?
And do you see my heart twisting
With heart wrenching sadness?
Do you see me at all
Or am I invisible to you?

Do you know that every night
Silent tears stream down my face?
Do you know how its feels to be
Surrounded by people but be so
Utterly alone?
And do you know how I wish
I could die and escape from life?
Do you know me at all
Or am I unnoticeable to you?

Well now do you see?
And now do you know?
How it feels to be me
Nobody would ever realize
That the girl who sits alone
Who makes the odd joke
And smiles the odd smile
Could ever feel such feelings
And think such thoughts.
In a world where abnormality
And depression are common
Yet you still dont notice
How my life, my heart, my soul
Shatters into a thousand shards
With each rejection on your part.