I sleep day by day
so i can get this hell hole over with
i hate my life
i hate who i am
but yet i love him
he is the thing that keeps me alive
he is the one who keeps me from
holding the knife to my chest
when he leaves
leaves this world
i will go to
i might go to hell
but i will know that he will come with me
i know he loves me
just by looking in his eyes
i see so much love and happiness in his eyes
but i think i hurt him
because when he looks in my eyes all he can see is pain and suffering
i am only happy when i am with him
he is the one who makes me live
helps me from going insane without you baby i would be dead and i swear to that
