ZAc (1989-2006)

I lost you
i hate myself
for not saying this before
but right now there is nothing I'd rather do than tell you that
I love you

i miss you
I've been crying all night
it wasn't right
not at all
now your not here
to catch me if i fall

i started to like you
you were the only one
who kept me away
from that bad things

now i sit in the dark
and cry
and i ask myself why
why did god take your life?

i sit and wish you were here
wishing you were near
while down my cheek rolls a tear

i miss you more than you'll ever know
i wish it was my life taken
instead of it being yours

i listen to sad songs all day
and all i can do is sit and pray
that god keeps you safe
and i hope i see you again someday.

*dedicated to Zac Ficklin 1989-2006*