Good-bye

My heart was whole once now it feels like its in pieces
I can't handle things as well as i did before
it seems that my patience dies a little every day
i just want to leave this place more and more
but i realize that its better living then to be gone altogether
better to live with the pan then to cause someone Else's
but i can't help but think they'd be better off without me I'm hated and everything i do is wrong, and I've been told to die already because they wished it, i might as well, i don't want to live with hurting someone, the pain of seeing them hurt inside
i just can't seem to do things right
i can't change who i am but who i am is someone i hate
I'm evil and inside i laugh at your pain that i caused
so here i go
everyone i better off without me by their side to cause that unbearable pain
i just wanted the chance to say good-bye even if it doesn't mean anything...