Love isnt hard to regret

I kissed his lips and wondered why, how could I ever love this guy. The tone of his voice made me want to die as we held hands on the couch at the Y.

I couldnt quit loving him no matter how hard I tried but I knew it couldnt go on cuz he was known as "the player" even though he denied.

He said he wouldnt play me and he loved me which was a lie. How could I ever be so stupid for thinking he was the one and my guy.

Now I regret for loving so much for when I do, its all just too much. Someday ill understand when im with the perfect man but until then ill be okay trying not to fall in love with him again.