A little life slowly fading away

I held hand and squeezed it tight and felt his fingers so smooth.I shed a tear and gave him a kiss just hoping my wish would come true.

Hes only a few minutes old and I watch my poor baby turn blue. As he lay on the bed sucking his thumb with no chance to live just a few.

I know he is my brother and not my son but why does he have to go so soon. Why cant god give him a couple days, years or maybe a month or two.

My life is falling a part, with no brother just my mother and my dad who from me, lives way to far apart.

What did I do to deserve this god my whole life mine as well be ruined. As I stand there and watch his lungs collapse my heart collapses as my tears inside me gather up and drown me with all the fluid.