Thoughts

~Thoughts~

My thoughts tear at me
Wanting me to fall apart
Late nights
Thinking, thinking if the knife
Would be the way
To kill the many thoughts
Racing through my head
I promised myself
I promised my friend
That I would stop
Sometimes it's hard
My thoughts of hurt
Bring tears to my eyes and my heart
I tell everyone that I've stopped
It's hard not to think about it
Because the thoughts
Seem to never go away
I just let them rip me to pieces
One by one

© Candice